Yesterday I finally told a really close friend about my past relationships and how 2 for 2 boyfriends have cheated on me in my short 19yrs of life, and how I feel like I’m gonna end up like my mom and pick someone to spend the rest of my life with that will cheat on me and how scared I now am of relationships. I also told her how much I liked one of her best friends from high school and hoped she could help me out of my fear. I’m just scared this will end up like the others.