I hate how I let people take adavantage of me I hate how I look I hate my teeth.Im happy that God is letting me live life and keeping my family safe I reall am.I just have problems with my self hell I don’t Ben know who I’m.Ive lost myself and I don’t know how to get my self back I feel like my life is a blur.I don’t have control over my life I feel like I let other people control it. I get intimadated easily and hurt and rejected. I feel like I don’t have control over my emotions and I don’t know how to explain my self ,my feelings to my self and to others.Its hard for me to make up my mind.Im actually sad