i have been struggling with depression for the past 3 years now i havent told anyone about it because i dont want people to feel bad for me or see me as a constant thing to take care of and look after, i havent told anyone to the points where i get emotional break downs in my bedroom crying so hard that i cry into my pillow to muffle the sounds. and that is how i got myself to sleep for the past 3 years i wish i could tell anyone but i just cant, i really cant. 2 months ago i attempted to k.m.s wich unfortunately did not work i dont know how much longer i can keep up with the people who are making my life like this. i dont know for how much longer im able to stay and pretend to be alright, i want it to be over i cant do this anymore ive suffered long enough, im 15 years old i shouldnt be feeling this way.