Am I suppose to be chill when Michael Rails you?! Like this s*** doesn’t affect me? Then you turn around and act like our relationship is f****** blossoming? Even experiencing one second of this s*** I’m feeling would nail you to the f****** floor. I guess not ALL of it is your fault. I’m a f****** low-standard piece of trash who got used so damn much I lost the ability to fully commit to anything for a long a** time, but damn, here you come along and BAM, I have to deal with the struggle of wanting to be actually cared for and wanting to never feel like I was a mistake waiting to happen ever again. Looks like I failed and threw my pride away like the loser I am. F*** emotions.