I will like to confess. My whole life I have loved the world. When I move from I met a guy that I loved with all my heart. I thought he felt the same. My husband has picked his race over me. I have gave him to healthy boys. We have been together for 17 years. Even after all that time. I’m just his n***** wife. I told I want a divorce. He says no. The hate in my heart is growing. I have never hated anyone. With him not being there for me I’m starting to hate white people. please pray for me. My name is Andrea Stephens please help.