I so tired of being alone all the damn time, I just can take it anymore. Everywhere I look I see people with friends,kids,husbands,wives,gf,bf or just simply enjoying their own company. I know I’m ugly and skinny but I must have some redeemable qualities, does everyone just hate me? I’ve joined groups where no one knows how I look and still everytime I talk I feel like they want me to shut up. Is there nothing about me that’s even remotely interesting? I’ve even tried faking my image and make friends but the moment I try to be real they just leave. It’s the same with my family, as long as I’m quite and obedient they’re happy but the moment I try being myself they get angry at worst dissapointed. I just want it end, I just want to die. I swear if I find someone that i can be real with I will do everything in my power to make them happy. Anyone literally anyone would do, I don’t ask for much. I think I’ll go to sleep now maybe I will find someone in my dreams, right?