I think I might be anorexic, honestly what do I mean think I just f****** am at this point. I got super dizzy and collapsed because of how little I’ve been eating, I’ve tried doing exercises to help with anorexia when I was younger, I eat only a meal a day. My body is in starvation mode, Wednesday I thought I was going to die because I couldn’t get back up until my parents got me food and I ate it. I have constant hunger pains and always feel sick yet I just ignore it. I eat even less even though I’m already eating so little because my brother makes fun of me whenever I eat, and I’ve been starving myself for so long that I’ve managed to get my metabolism extremely low so it’s hard to recover because of how much weight I end up gaining from eating more than just a meal a day. Nobody believes me though because I’m not skinny, and maybe they’re right? If I really am starving myself how could I still be so fat