The last time anyone celebrated my birthday it was years and years ago. Today is my birthday, and I turned 30. So far it’s just another day. I always talk as if I don’t care about my birthday, but I guess on some level every human wants that one day to be about them. Where their friends plan something for them. Unexpected things happen that brighten your life.

I’ve been through a lot recently. Personally, medically, and financially. I was honestly hoping that someone would reach out and surprise me today. But I just feel as hallow and empty as I’ve always felt.

I’ve never used this site before. But I thought how fitting to leave my final note somewhere anonymously. This will be the final thing I ever write because after I post this I’ll be leaving. Thanks to everyone. Stay strong, because I couldn’t.