You’ll never know it but I really want to be held by you. I want to sleep with you. NOt have s**. Just sleep. I want to wake up with my head on your chest and feel your big arms around me, inhaling the smell of you and knowing that this could be forever, could be us every day. But I’m too shy, too quiet and even if my friends think that in terms of looks I “could do do much better,” you’re really the only one that I want