I was walking home one night through the park and was thrown to the ground stripped naked and raped anally by a man twice my size, he wasn’t quick about it either.

His d*** was huge, stretching my a** open and playing with my d***, and it hurt like hell at first, after a while I started to enjoy it and begged him not to stop. as he left I managed to get dressed and walk unsteadily home with his c** running down my leg.

I never reported it out of shame but since then it’s all I think about, it’s become a dark fantasy that turns me on, I have walked that park since then hoping he would r*** me again.

Am I sick or is it ok to have enjoyed it?