I’m doing history coursework rn and im so stressed. I feel so f****** stupid and that im letting ppl down. I’m pretty smart but with that ppl expect SO MUCH from me, so when Im struggling i can’t even ask for help because ppl think im joking, or they give me the ‘come on you can do it’ s*** like NO I NEED HELP I CANT DO THIS. When I look at this essay im meant to be doing i physically f****** cry and my body seems to f****** close in on itself with the stress that I can’t seem to do this, I can’t seem to get my brainpower together and just f****** do it? like everyone else seems to have done this but for some reason I just feel like im falling behind and i cant do it. This coursework is so important it for my f****** IGCSE’s and i cant get my s*** together and its driving me insane. Im thinking about it constantly, its always on my mind, i can’t even just relax because it’s in the back of my mind. But when I decide to start and the document is in front of me its like my body reject it and myself. I start shaking hysterically and somehow now im crying and I can’t even type, its actually paining me physically and mentally at this rate. I think im just so so afraid of failing and not doing good that I can’t even get out a possibly s***** draft. I just need some help but idk what to do.