Sometimes, things hits home hard… too hard. Not sure if it was the alcohol, or feelsing. She said that i knew her for 10 or 20 years even though I only know her for one year. That’s when it hits me. I don’t know my wife like I know her, I have not felt a deeper connection with a girl like this… pains me deeply that I cannot explore this further. But it is the right thingt o do.
