There’s a woman I am head over heels in love with. Problem is, she’s also my absolute best friend. There’s always been a possibility of “someday”. But, she heads off and goes to bed with a few long-term fwb’s. Even so fat as flying to Canada to be with one. Well, I decided tonight that if one day she says she wants to be with me, I’m just not gonna go through with it. If I am not good enough to be with romantically now, I’m not going to wait and hope that one day she’ll see me differently. So I’ll live the rest of my life content to have her in my life as nothing more than my dearest friend.