i’m attending an advanced high school and the entire point of it is to be fast paced and to make you work. it’s been 2 weeks. i’m so stressed and i’m scared that i’m gonna fall behind. i’m really happy that i’m going here and i want to stay but i just cannot find the motivation to do any of this work i feel like everything is so important but i just can’t f****** do it. i relapsed like a month ago and i don’t think it will be ending anytime soon i knew this was going to be hard but jesus i’m so so tired already and i can’t just sit down and do my work because i’m so lost i just don’t get jt