To the person who is struggling of failing. I’m really glad I am not alone. I also did everything. I TRIED SO S***** HARD. but just end up failing, thinking I am not worth it. My mind is a mess, scared at everything, becoming more weak and weak each day passing by. Luck really doesn’t rely on us. Even how much you do or how much you never give up. It really ends up failing… though, There’s always another way to work on it. You just couldn’t find it, and it’s really f****** hard.