I am super in love with Hailee Steinfeld to the point where I wish I could forget about her. I dream of being a celebrity so that I could at least get to know her. But even then I’m like half her age.

She’s all I think about but the worst part is I HAVE A G******* BOYFRIEND. I don’t find him attractive anymore, just Hailee. He’s the nicest guy too. But Haiz just makes me want to drown in a pool of my own heartache.

It hurts to know that she’ll never like me and that we can’t be together but I tell myself that I’ll find someone that makes me feel the same, but I don’t think that will like ever happen. Who knows though.

Bro just writing this makes my heart brake. It’s a mf friday and i’m in tears. I’m gonna go jump off a bridge.