It’s been almost six years since I broke up with this girl.
She was quite possibly the love of my life. I have never been able to let her out of mind. She was my first proper girlfriend and relationship, and we did everything together.
I know people change over time but I wonder if she still thinks about me and our time together. She brightened up my life and without her around my life seems dull and plain. I’m happy enough, but I miss her still.
And when I see her around, I never know what to say. My bones and heart and lungs seize up and I just can’t get it right. How can one girl have such an effect on a person?
A certain album by Placebo is what takes me back to thinking about her. I listen to it a lot. We both loved that album and was one of the first things we got talking about.
I love you and miss you C.