I’m female/21. My cousin is getting married in September and I really don’t want to f****** go.

I hate him so f****** much,I have never done anything to him yet all he does is judge,belittle,humiliate me Infront of everyone all the time. Who knows what he’ll say about me at his f****** wedding to get a few laughs out of everyone there? But when I snap or talk back I’m ‘over reacting’ and ‘making a big deal out of everything’ right?

It’s so bad that I’d rather get COVID and isolate for days in my room then to go. My parents would NEVER allow me NOT to go,because ‘family’.

Words can’t describe how much I f****** hate him,infact I think it’s obvious how much I hate him. Actually,I hate his whole family. I think it’s obvious because I always refuse to go to their house everytime. I’m sure you all know that one person that can’t keep their f****** mouth shut and is always insulting someone else? This is a whole family of them.

I will not go,even if I have to break an arm or leg.I really could care less if this breaks our ‘family relationship’ f****** b*******,Never treated me as a human being once.