I was a victim of emotional abuse from a wedding. You see, I am married to a woman that is the eldest among her siblings, and due to this, she always have the feeling that she is on top of everyone. All that is fine untill the day I lost my job. When you become dependent on these type of creatures, they will shred every ounce of your self confidence and self esteem to the level of depression. To make matter worse, she is a very narcissistic person that gas-light other people as long as she looks good in front of everyone, a false front. Her mindset is that, all the negative feeling that she has, she needs to project it into another person so that she feels good. It has already been 20 years since we got married, and it is a painful 20 years of devaluation, demoralization, gas lighting without mercy, all for the feel good feeling that she wants. Therefore, today, I have nothing but hate for her, I know this is wrong and I am working on healing myself from her ignorance.