my age doesnt matter. i honestly cant get over my depression. i have a lovely girlfriend who stays up all night just to make sure im not depressed. so by the end of the night i play it off and say im fine. but i see the look of fear and worry in her eyes. ive only attempted suicide once. best friend walked in and stoped me. i didnt feel glad he stoped me. i was upset about it. ive had these thought and feeling since i was 10. my friends are scared they are going to loose me and beg me not to end it. They say its for my benifit but i don’t see me benefiting from it. i just want to live my life without feeling like this. but i dont want to live it with these feelings.