I was terribly ill and depressed and psychotic at 32 years old. But I Always had hope. its 21 Years into the future and life is sweet . I have lost almost 90 lbs, i feel amazing . Im poor, but sane . Im engaged to be married for the first time in my life. Im actually happy. I have a plan to make money . I probably will never be filthy rich , but I have hope . that hope I have achieved is worth it’d weight in gold .

Please hold on. Life does get better.