I think I was raped. About 2 months ago me and some friends and my ex boyfriend were hanging out and drinking a bit. We were all pretty drunk half way through the night and my friends went off together to the bedroom, leaving me and my ex alone. He started kissing me which I was fine with, when he tried going further I pushed him away and said I didn’t want to. He pushed me on the bed he had in the room (living room /bedroom) and pinned me down. He started u********* me and himself. He started having s** with me, I begged him to stop and tried to push him off and I got free from him he just grabbed me and threw me back and started again. This time it was a***. I cried and begged him to stop, told him he was hurting me. After a while I stopped fighting. He says he doesn’t remember that night, but I know he is lying. I chose not to tell anyone.