My husband of 2 years and only man I’ve ever been with just threw me out of his employee housing after telling me every day for months he was going to leave me if I wasn’t a better wife (don’t stressed him out, back talk, obey everything he says, I am always a fucked up and wrong, worthless person, screwing up everything, etc.) I forgot my phone after leaving the house and freaked out, which caused him to freak out and start screaming at me. I started crying and he physically threw me out of our apartment with nothing. I have work in the morning and don’t know if I should just kill my self or what?? I don’t be have any friends or any family worth contacting because of him. I don’t know what to do right now, I’m so broken. I have no money, no friends, no family, nothing. But I still love him more than anything.