I love this one boy so much but i just dont have the guts to tell him, I am just so afraid of rejection which i know will happen because im a boy too I really just want to live in a new york city loft, leaning up against him but i know it’s a lie because i know i will end up as a stain on the pavement of a tall building, merely a silhouette of a person who never felt the love that he wanted so desperately to give.