My mum is a complete c***. Honestly just because her mum was emotionally abusive as a child now I have to bear the brunt. Been her carer since I was 5 and I have to lie to her about being a happy child bc I know it would kill her if she thought she had upset me. Basically she emotionally abuses me too but ngl I’ve had that from everyone I’ve met all my life so abuse is all I’ve known. I remember once when I was abt 6 looking out of the cat flap of my front door after spending all day looking after my mum, and I was crying and thinking of how I could run away. Now I have an argument with her and she says I’m the cold emotionally abusive one. F*** her. I get no respect bc she would litro die without me. I hate my life, I hope it ends soon.
