I just don’t think william is worth all this abuse I have been through to be honest. no one is. there is just no justification for this abuse since the 1970s against me in my childhood. it seems evil and unfair. I don’t know what I was thinking of having a law degree or work or marriage and I just don’t think marriage and children are an option for me anymore. I can’t see how it can be given that I just don’t like my body. I long for love but not looking and feeling like this and so old. At least I have my morals and academic life. I had to fight for my cat and I will every time. you f****** never mess with my cats health or I will f****** kill you. make no mistake about that. cuz I know its wicca. I know I have been bullied and abused by satanic black magic tribes and I know when its going on around me. I know its stopped men liking me and its just simply not appreciated and its abuse. its completely unacceptable to treat someone like this or my pet and if you do it again I might just kill someone yet. YOU ARE DISGUSTING AND YOU WILL BE EXPOSED FOR ABUSING LITTLE CHILDREN AND WOMEN AND I JUST DON’T CARE … YOU DESERVE TO BE PUNISHED FOR IT.