My expectations build up because of a good job offer, but now I am still waiting for confirmation if they will avail my services or not. I feel sick since

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My expectations build up because of a good job offer, but now I am still waiting for confirmation if they will avail my services or not. I feel sick since yesterday and I just wanna sleep and keep checking my phone for any updates. I don’t feel motivated at all. I overate this morning to feel energized but it didnt worked. After eating, I went back to sleep. When I woke up, I thought of having a massage or some hair services but I cant force myself to get out of my place. Help.

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To be human is to continually change. Your desire to remain as you are is what ultimately limits you.

The Puppet Master

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My ex would s******* harrass me every day, if that is the word. Force me to show him my body, show him myself m***********, pleasure him since we were long-distance. Whenever I said no, it would be begging all night until I gave in. So I stopped saying no in fear of him leaving me, embarrassing me, sending the photos out. But now, a year after him, I still imagine what it would be like if we did have s**. I imagine it when I’m alone, about how he’d topple over me, guide me through it with a soft voice as he deflowered me. How his rough hands would grab me and pull me hair like how he would describe to me. How he said he wanted me to be choking to the point I nearly threw up. How he wanted his hand on my stomach as he plowed. I pray every day that I never see him again, but I pray that the sin of my desires is attained first.