I hate most of the people in my school, I never thought that was possible, I thought that was something you just say as a joke, but its not. there boring inconsiderate and have no common sense, my friends are confusing. day by day I prefer the company of people outside of school and yearn to leave it. they are all logically stupid, jesus!
I also don’t know what to do at home, I feel sort of alone. sort of as if I say something It back fires and I drown in a puddle of stupid. sometimes when I cry and need to speak to them, I just sort of cant help but cry even more when I see them. I don’t talk to them, and I get jelouse of my best friends family, she can tell her family anything be able to make jokes without anyone cringing. I need help, I cant face them its not easy,