I was so humiliated when my ex beat me. I hate humiliation it is the worst dehumanization a person can feel. I was so ashamed. When my mother called me ugly after I told (and only because I told her this) – I was humiliated. Of all the people you want to bring you up – she kicked me down. This lady … It was a group of girls…i was dating a popular guy and walking I heard the girls say aww she is cute. And the mean girl said if you like a mouse. I told my mother finally yearssss later – she dug and dug in me. I think Im ok now. I can be machine like.

None of the people that do things admit it. They arent like me.