Sometimes I look at other girls, I find myself looking at them more than boys. Kids at school made fun of me b/c I drew girls all the time. I didn’t act like a girl either. I wondered if that made me a lesbian for a while, even my cousin asked me if I was. After I said no she confessed to being bi. I don’t want to be a lesbian. I want to like boys and be able to say if think I think they’re cute or whatever normal girls think about boys, but I can’t drool over them like my cousin does. I can never say I like a boy b/c of the way he looks but then I’m also very shallow at the same time. I’ve made it up in my mind that I do like boys even if I look at girls sometimes it’s not like I’m attracted to them. I’m in charge of my body and my heart is a part of that. Plus girls are annoying, yuck!
