I’m 20 and still living with my parents. My mom pays all the bills in the house and on my college tuition. My Dad do nothing, he just live in the house and go somewhere he wants to.
I don’t have a broken family but somehow I really wish I my parents are separated. It hurts me so bad to see my mom do all the roles in the house. She supposed to take care of us when we were kid but we don’t experience growing up having a mom’s care and guidance.
As I get older I have this owning a sense of responsibility that makes me more disappointed to myself. Supposedly I’m gonna live on my own and be responsible but seems like I can’t even take care of buying my personal things.
As I passed my teenager life I somehow question my worth. And I can’t stop crying about finding my real purpose.