you used to share everything with me. until you met him. now i don't hear from you anymore. the few times i've tried to reach out, you shut me off. i

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you used to share everything with me. until you met him. now i don’t hear from you anymore. the few times i’ve tried to reach out, you shut me off. i should get used to friends doing this to me, and yet it still hurts. i thought about getting pets, but when my pets die i’ll still be abandoned and return to the same kind of pain.

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To be human is to continually change. Your desire to remain as you are is what ultimately limits you.

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My ex would s******* harrass me every day, if that is the word. Force me to show him my body, show him myself m***********, pleasure him since we were long-distance. Whenever I said no, it would be begging all night until I gave in. So I stopped saying no in fear of him leaving me, embarrassing me, sending the photos out. But now, a year after him, I still imagine what it would be like if we did have s**. I imagine it when I’m alone, about how he’d topple over me, guide me through it with a soft voice as he deflowered me. How his rough hands would grab me and pull me hair like how he would describe to me. How he said he wanted me to be choking to the point I nearly threw up. How he wanted his hand on my stomach as he plowed. I pray every day that I never see him again, but I pray that the sin of my desires is attained first.