I like this guy and he sits in the same group table as me so we sometimes talk but rarely. Sometimes I’ll catch him looking at me but he’ll never really try to talk to me. (Except for school work) I’m way too shy to make the first move and I doubt he would like someone like me. Idk, I’m asian and he’s white so maybe he doesnt like asians. Anyway, I hate that I like him because I get this weird feeling that I don’t like because I know that I’ll never be able to have him.
Even if he did ask me out, I don’t even know if I’ll say yes or not. My parents are pretty strict and if they caught me dating a boy I think they would freak out.
Plus, I don’t know anything about dating. I’ve never had a boyfriend or even kissed someone yet! What if, when I do do those things I’ll be no good at it.
I hate this feelliinnnnggggg…. ugg, why do girls have so much emotions?