Neither of you are emotionally supportive. For one of you I have no pity but the other, I do. I can’t stress all night and day trying to find or give what you want when you don’t know it yourself. I wish I could tell you how deep the whole goes, but I’ve been trying to climb and I don’t want to be weighed down by the pain of feeling like 2nd place all the time. You two were supposed to be friends, yet I’m only an option to you both. I’ve had my share of mistakes and even if they hurt people I’ve only wanted to learn and fix those mistakes, not run away and abandon those who love me dearly. Life is what you make of it wether with people or not. You both have taught me trust is so easy to lose but hard to earn and that friendships are never forever, there will always be an end to the happiness it gives temporarily. Most importantly you taught me even if I’m loved it is only temporary and eventually they all will grow sick of me. Like you guys have.
