There is no delusions…in miracles or the creation of life. To mysterious. Its just people treat God like he is Santa. Yet..he isnt. That was my mistake for years. I treated God like he was Santa. I learned a tough lesson. God is not Santa. Or the tooth fairy…where you get money. Do I struggle and doubt the goodness of God? Yes. But i know he is real. (My faith isnt really big..its kinda tiny to). But i have a belief in a creator. If not much else. I am trying to come to grips..with the truth of god. And the facts bad things happen to good people. S****.