I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping impatient stubborn faithless goofy devisive anxious afraid worried paranoid I had violent thoughts worldly sorrow resentment I complained passed judgement against others I overreacted I was immature irresponsible ungodly unloving unmerciful unforgiving insensitive I lied I was disrespectful I was lazy unprofessional self rightous selfish and I had a martyr like attitude