Its not your fault, N. You never did anything wrong before, and the way you’re reacting now is reasonable given what it looks like is happening. I’ve given no explanation because I can’t, and I apologize for that. I’m sorry you had to see me go through all this internal drama and that it probably is a nuisance for you. After I leave I promise if you still feel negatively about me you will never hear from me or see me again. I’m so sorry. I’m really really really sorry. It’s a me problem not a you problem and i’m working on it. I will be okay. If there’s anything I can do to make your life easier I want to know what it is.