I don’t understand.
Why was I s******* abuse by almost every men when I was younger.
Grandpa,brother,cousin,family friend. It happened so frequently that I thought it was normal.
One day I asked my friend if we could touch each other down there and she didn’t understand what I was talking about so I taught her,her mom caught us and she was furious.
My mom scolded and asked me all kind of question but I just kept quiet. It was then I realized this is wrong and is not normal,I was 8.
This is why I don’t want to have kids,I’m going to be one hell of a paranoid mom in the future. If I do have one I will never trust anyone to take care of my kid and leave them with another person alone.
I’m now an adult with multiple mental issues,I’m just fucked in the head.Please don’t harm children.
