I can still see you in my mind’s eye playing guitar on facetime with no sound because you didn’t want me to hear the song yet. i can hear you humming along with whatever was playing in the background. i can still feel the surge of emotions i felt when you finally said you loved me too. but as the days go on i can feel myself forgetting the way your voice sounded and the way you looked at me. i miss glancing over at you and catching you staring at me, hiding behind that sheepish smile. i miss the way you would laugh whenever i would call you out on it. sometimes i read all the letters i wrote to you just to remember because you’re the only person i’ve ever loved this deeply and as painful as it is to remember, i don’t want to forget.