deep down i’ll always hope she’ll come back to me. even though i know she won’t, and i know it wouldn’t work if she did, i still think about it all the time. she’s the love of my life. i’ll never forget her as much as i want to in moments like these. i dream of the day when she admits she’s been miserable without me too, and that she always knew we were meant to be but was scared to commit. god the unspeakable things i would do just to make these dreams reality. i miss her so much and i have no idea what to do about it. when does this stuff get easier??