I am not tired with life but, I am tired of people around me. Like they be doing what they like but the effects of it is on me. I am so tired of being with them and always undestanding them, I always think ‘maybe they just have personal problems’, but how ’bout me? they are older than me but never showed maturity towards me. Do they ever think about how i feel? if yes, then why are they doing this to me 😭. I don’t really ask for any gifts or stuffs or money because i know we’re not that rich. I don’t even ask allowance for school because i won’t really need it, i just ask for it if it is really necessary. I am even shy to ask for money to buy a ballpen:)). I also envy my partner on a contest on school. We both won on that contest and she received money gifts etc, but me? uh let’s not talk about that HAHAH. well i gotta do my homeworks. Tomorrow is the release of grades in school, wish me luck. I hope my family will be proud of me. I am sooo tired but i know that better days will come 🥰