Having an STD is serious. Its not a game or joke. I hope you are honest with your SO. It is painful to make a mistake in the choices of lovers. I was raped. It could have been me (infected) and much worse. I was very lucky and by some miracle of God….protected. It destroyed my mind. I had myself tested. I was very fortunate. It always crosses my mind. “but there for the grace of god…go i” I think if you love someone. You can work around it. By the time you get to the age of being broken. You learn to adapt and make things work but you have to show you truly care more about your partners health and wellbeing and making them feel Comfortable..and safe and chances are….they will stay. They wont run. Be open to them. NO LIES. That is a quickest way……to get the kiss of death ..the dreaded goodbye.

Good luck .