I wish he loved me so badly. He used to love me, but he’s grown tired of me yet won’t admit it. I wish we werent long distance. I wanna cuddle him in my arms and tell him how much I love him while petting him. I wanna kiss his pretty pink lips so bad. He’s the best boy I’ve ever met. I have 3 playlists dedicated to him. I wanna stare into his pretty green eyes and stare at his smile. I wanna see and touch every bit of his beautiful body. I wanna do anything to make him happy. I wanna worship him and let him do anything to me. But at the same time I have embarrassing s***** thoughts I feel bad about having. I wanna touch every bit of him. He’s so pretty and beautiful it hurts. He’s told me all his s***** fantasies as a bottom and I wanna do then to him to make him happy. I wanna call him a good girl and make him wear a maid outfit and cat ears. I wanna make him sleep in a cage and make him eat out of a dog bowl and make him act like a dog. I wanna edge him for months and f*** him while hes asleep and watch his reaction to waking up with c** dripping out of his holes even tho I don’t have a d***-. I wanna force my non existent c*** down his throat and force him to swallow my c**. I wanna hear his pretty screams as I spank and hurt him. I wanna carve “taylors s*** and urinal <3" I literally wanna piss inside of him-. I wanna see the bulge in his stomach from my c*** pounding into him.