I never felt so alone. I feel like no one is there for me, not even my closest friends and family. At the same time, i feel like my oldest friends are not my bff anymore, but i found new friends a few months ago but it seems like they’ve always been here. It just hurts to say goodbye to something that lasted 8 years. We are still friends, but it’s not the same anymore. Growning up s**** sometimes, and i relate to “ribs” by lorde so much 🙁
I feel so guilt sometimes, cause my college it’s very expensive for my parents to pay
I feel so f****** alone all the time, not even my family or closest friends are there for me
I relate to “mirrorball” and “this is me trying” by taylor swift a little too much, and it’s horrible
I feel like no matter how much i try, i will never be good enough, especially to my parents. Even if i exhaust myself, trying to do everything as perfect as i can, there will always be something. Or i’m spoiled, or i’m ungrattefull, i’m not much time at home, or i’m too much at home or i’m simply just not good enough.
