I have this crush tht I cant uncrush. My feelings for him is getting deeper. I really dont know why Im liking him this much! Its so painful 😣 when I see him with another girl hoping that was me! I dont even think that this gonna happen. I did not regret I met him. I am hoping something special but he is mixed signal. I think he just used me, manipulate me just to attend his workshop. Im pretty sure that he is not attracted to me though Im hoping inside that there is but I guess there is no chance. I cried many times. I dont really understand why I liked him so much though we are not constantly talking😭😭😭 Until such time I decided to unfollow him, to ignore him, to mute his myday and make sure I cant see him. I did that since last year til I decided nga managad na niya but sya napod ang di managad. Di na parehas sauna nga kusog kay sya managad. I miss the day when we laughed so hard. But I have to think that he chatted my cousin, he chatted my friends and that is a redflag. I have to get this feelings away from him. Please! I dont want to think and be struggle everyday, being crazy thinking bout him. Daanggg please!😣😣😣😭😭😭 This feeling Ive feel for him is deserve to the person whom cared about me rn. 😑 i feel bad for him and so selfish!