I feel like I think about one of my friends a lot. I want to call the friend when I’m drunk or high. But I think I just want to give this guy the feeling of being desired. I want to share those late night phone calls where you accidentally say too much, and you reassure each other that it’s all good and no lines have been crossed, as you move the lines further. I want him to feel excited and nervous when we see each other. Hell, I want to feel that, too. I want to feel nervous again. I want to feel desired again. Ok, so it’s about me wanting the feeling of desire, too.