Recently, I started dating a wonderful transgirl. She was perfect for me, she was adorable, cared about me, even being obsessed with me (Not in a creepy way, it was adorable) Just to note, we had a lot of s***** stuff in the relationship.
One day though, she sent me a text saying she’s not mentally ready for a relationship. What struck me as odd though, when I asked if she’d come back to me she replied in an annoyed sounding tone saying “Maybe but I can’t make promises.”
A few days go by and guilt swallows me whole, I thought I pushed her away somehow and spiraled into this deep depression. One day though, out of sheer loneliness, I get on an alt account and go looking for people to talk to (we met on discord) and ended up joining some degenerate n*** server. What I found shocked me.
She was in there, just 1 day after we broke up, asking for cam sessions and s***. Even asking for that s*** while we were dating.
I was furious, but hatched a plan to confront her.
On my alt account (she didn’t know my identity), I engaged in some sexting with her, got to a point to where she called herself a w****. Replied with a giant message calling her out for cheating. We ended up getting into an argument where she accused me of sexualizing her and not truly caring for her, I rebuttled all this and was taking no b******* in the argument. Finally she broke down and confessed that she felt like the only way she could truly be a woman was to sexualize herself and that me showing her true emotions and feelings didn’t sit well with her. I then understood why she kept telling me off on weird b******* reasons. It was because she wanted to push me away from her. I wasn’t gonna let it happen. She started breaking down further saying things like “Please hate me again” and “Please please hate me I’m just a w**** you have to hate me” just s*** like that. I kept saying “I don’t want to hate you, you haven’t done anything for me to hate you” She then kept lambasting insults at me, saying I’m a cuck for trying to sympathize with her but I wasn’t gonna let them get under my skin since I knew she didn’t really mean it