I’m so painfully in love with my best friend. They have no idea I spend night after night crying over them and yearning for them. They have no idea the pain I feel when they come to me to give them advice about getting with someone else. They have no idea I love them with my entire being. And even if they did know, they won’t feel the same. I’m fading out of their life slowly and painfully, but it’s only painful for me.