I met the most beautiful girl today.
I started school later than most because of family obligation; but because of a job loss I decided to go back and finish, that I might get a better job. I was in the library studying today and this girl walked in, she had caught my eye immediately because she was so beautiful. She noticed that I was watching her so she took an interest in me as well. She came over for help with her studies and pretended to be interested in what I was studying, even though I could clearly tell she didn’t understand. We had great chemistry and ended up studying together a majority of the day.
At the end of the day she said she had to leave. She was confused as to why I wouldn’t ask her out, get her number, or even her full name. She didn’t say this but I could see it in her hesitation to leave and the look on her face. The problem was…I am married. It was clearly an accident, I didn’t try to lead her on or anything. I don’t wear a ring because the, blue collar, field that I am trying to leave prevents from wearing it for the threat of losing a finger. I can’t stop thinking about her, I know it’s a large campus but I could arrange to run into her again because I saw what classes she was taking and I know what buildings those classes are held in…(sigh)…