i want to kill myself so bad , cant stop imagining it , i just know that if i kill myself everything will be okay , nobody will notice anyway , i’m such a b****** b**** and everyone will be glad to see me gone , i fuckimg hate myself and everyone else , i just want it to stop hurting and go away , i wish i had the balls to kill myself and get it over with , but i’m too much of a p****
